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-_-" *raises eyebrow* haha.


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i not stupid too today was fabulous and i mean it.

joshua ang and shawn lee were like so so shuai can. i mean, joshua has been shuai since like, forever. but there was this change in shawn lee, after 4years? for a start, HE GREW TALLER :DDD and and and both of them were so so so so so (you get my point) SO DAMN COOL. oh my goodness i totally love them to bits and pieces.

some people are just so so blessed. good looks man.
JOSHUA AND SHAWN! HAHA. now i sound so idiotic.
ahh whatever.

and the show talks abt parents needing to communicate with their kids in their language. so jack neo was like learning english of the new generation XP. he was like.
"cool man!"
"SO LAME"
"whatever!"
HAHAHA this is so damn hilarious! :DDD
and jack neo says lamechop when he wanted lamb chop, so the waiter comes around with his lamb chop and says "sir, here is your LAME chop."
and now MY MOM keeps saying. so lame! whatever! cool man.
HAHA.

oh man you gotta watch this show man.
hilarious touching moving entralling entertaining it's super good. and the meaning and the message it wants to convey is there too. GOOD. i give it 4stars out of 5, the lack of one star only because nothing's perfect :D

i actually cried at the start cos i laughed too hard. xP

you dont know how good it feels to tune up the volume of the speakers in the computer or whatever they are called at 12.30am with no old witch around.

you really blow my mind.

my grandmother will be going to thailand tmr!
AND I'LL BE FREE. FINALLY.
she's just getting on my nerves. i cant stand it anymore and soon i dono what im going to do.
i am tired. so so tired.

i need angbaos! i happen to owe people tonnes of money these days ):
HAHA and chinese new year came just in time! ANGBAOS:DDD

HAHA i think everyone is pissed with my grandmother! even my uncles aunties not to mention my COUSINS they cant stand her too. but we as in my family always gets the worst of everything becos we're living with HER while everyone else only need to see her for A FEW HOURS a week.
HAHA and everyone is like so happy cos she's going away tmr! BUT ONLY FOR A WEEK. OH MAN. SIGH.
oh well better than nothing. i know i sound really really mean. like this is my grandmother afterall. but i really cant help it. maybe you'll only understand if you were me.
seriously i cant wait to move back to northvale.
where i can get a life.

mood swings.

the first day of cny didnt go quite well.
i kinda expected that.
it's like this every year. every single year.
whats the problem with my grandmother?

cried.

happy cny everyone! (:

gong xi fa cai
may everyone get alot alot of angbaos! :D
den after cny all of us can go shopping together!
HAHA.

it's 12am.
HAPPY CNY
and may 2006 just gets better and better.

<3 everyone.
angbaos!

sometimes it is the negativeness in people that makes me feel so sad.

im still missing dance and gladly or not to say (depending on how you look at it) i think i am kinda getting over pinning for ahatfullofstars* and settling down to reality. where there is work and work and those work is crazy. i guess it doesnt help to keep hanging on to something that is alrdy over. i know that. but it rreally really takes time. time heals everything. i hope i can really get down to studying. have been falling asleep like anything during lessons these days. it's simple. jus gimme 3seconds. i'll stone there and my eyes will start closing. everywhere. in the class on the bus..even jus now when i was like sitting on the couch and watching tv.

oh man what is becoming of me.

STARDUST! ((:

i've realised.
i seriously seriously miss ahatfullofstars*
who would have expected it to end off so soon?
still rmb those times..
when everyone was so stressed out becos of this production..
everyone spent hours and hours rehearsing.
even went as far as to cgh for practice on a sunday.
everyone was called up to search for body glitter.
everyone spent ecery single afternoon recess.lunch. after school! in the dance studio. our beloved studio.
everyone cringes when mr raj starts shouting.
everyone wondered if everything will be worth it.

but it did.
ahatfullofstars* did us proud.
we gave it all to the audience.
we put on our biggest widest smile.
we did everything willingly. genuinely.

and rmb that 2nights.2hours.
that simply whizzed by.
onr hour of continuous dancing.
rmb the lights that flashed on us.
rmb that red curtain which started the show with a bang (literally.) and that ended off our show after that one hour on stage.

it's this kind of feeling.
"i dont want it to start. cos i don wan it to end."

mr raj was right.
it was all worth it.
worth everything
worth our hundred and ten percent.
worth the effort worth the time
we did it dancers. stardust* but i want to do it again.

i miss ahatfullofstars*
i dont want only stardust.

it's 3.39AM in the morning and im still not asleep.
what the hell am i doing!
i cant get to sleep!
i miss ahatfullofstars* so much. i miss dance. i miss nymd.

`stardust. it still feels like a dream.
dancers. we did it. _

ahatfullofstars* is officially over!
nymd we did it.
WE ROCKED THE AUDI :DDD
i <3 U nymd
it couldnt have been possible without each and every one of you.
the flaming passion ny modern dancers have for dance.
we rock. i mean it.

thanks.
angel xinying. marlene.leanne.danhong.shirlyn.michelle.
casey.shihao.jacqueline.
for being there on friday night!
the first night of a hatfullofstars*
thankyou(: for supporting.love.

thankyous.
wanteng.tingyu.yueyang.xinying.anyi.
zouzhao.cheryl.tingwei.
jess.andrea.euods.
rachellim.huifang.peizhi
qianying!serene.kenneth.haiwei.lijing:D
for being there tonight! :D <3 you all! (:

thx!
all members of nanyang modern dance(: I <3 ALL OF YOU.
thanks for making this dance production such a great success.
we did ourselves proud. we did nymd proud. we did mr raj and ms yeo proud.
we rock. i miss dance so much. cant believe one hour is gone jus like that. after hours of long practices. tons of stress..
it's all over. this void feeling inside me now..feeling so empty. nothing to look forward to anymore. but we did do a great job. we rock and we ROCKED. :D
i love all of you so much.

-ahatfullofstars*
all that that is left. is only stardust*

i cant believe it's here. we've been practising for long hours. and tommorow. is the day. (:

TOMORROW!
- 730pm.
don be late!

thanks to. shermin. kenneth. jess. wanteng. for your good luck wishes to me for tmr. thanks to. everyone at nymd. <3 you.

jiayou everyone. we're gonna do it. :D

2more days. just 2more.
go nymd. we'll rock the audi :D

believe.

my mom was so irrtating yesterday ): and i slowly realised i prefer being alone. or with friends. rather than at home. oh man. i think im turning into one rebellious kid.

anyway. dance production is in 3days' time! :D:D:D

was rather depressed today. i think i really suck at dance. oh man i guess im really not born to be a good dancer. oh well.

where am i going to.

had dance for close to 10hours today. coolness :D
the run through in the studio with mr raj went really well i think. like can really feel IT and it's like really happening. everyone was really putting effort into their dance steps and everything and it showed! :D YAY. make it happen nymd.

amazonic prac at CGH went well too! learnt new steps for the dance and it became better- i hope! windmill wheee. the succession thing for the floorwork was really complicated but it'll look really nice if we do it right. [straighten your leg, jiaying!] amazonic people yay we can do it :D

CHIT: thanks so so much chitt! for helping me with the ballet dance steps for the very first part of amazonic :D really really thankyou for willing to spend your time and effort doing that with me painstakingly teaching me every step and trying to perfect it! i hope im doing it right now! and pls correct me if u see me doing anything wrong again! muacks <3you chit.

JIAYUAN: thankyou for helping me with the amazonic steps too! XXOO :D

THERESA: hello my dear jnr! thanks for your letter :DDD will reply you real soon! maybe on monday okay! you're doing great! continue jiayouing :D

SHERR: i've updated! ((: 6more days! to the rocking of the nanyang girls' high school auditorium by the nygh modern dancers :D cool.

chem test tmr! ): or shld i say. later today. oh man. air pollution. so many equations.. how the hell do i know how ozone molecules are formed. do i look like i care. whatever.

catalytic converters. catalysts of platinum and rhodium.

acid rain is rainwater that contains sulpuric acid or nitric acid. suplur dioxide is a poisonous choking gas. it irrtates eyes and attcks lungs. can lead to bronchitis. it dissolves in water to give suplurous acid, which in the presence of oxygen, is oxidised to sulpuric acid.

acid rain react with metals and carbonates in marble and limestone, damaging metal bridges and stone buildings. when the pH level in lakes is less than 4, fish and other aquatic animals will be endangered.. Acidic rainwater also leaches much nutrients from the soil.

oh man. i sound like crap. anyway this does not make me feel anything but the realisation i forgot everything. i shld start again. oh man. sigh whatever. go stufy tmr morning :D good luck to me!

13january. 12.25am.
7more days to A HAT FULL OF STARS :D

12th jan. 8 more days to a hat full of stars :D

everyone look forward to it! :D im getting excited but kinda nervous too. hee. jiayou dancers! go nymd. cheers.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?


A HAT FULL OF STARS *
get your tickets now! xP
---10more days. to A HAT FULL OF STARS---
:D

okay. heres a post to sum up the first week of school 2006.

-i'm glad to see my frends again! a brand new year new beginning in 4o3. a new year resolution: really treasure 4o3. no regrets. xp
-busy running around putting up dance posters and for dance stuff. 2weeks left to go to A HAT FULL OF STARS((: look forward to it people cos.it.gonna.rock.
-bombarded with work and work and more work. SIAs. portfolios. math test on friday can you believe it the first weeks not even gone yet and IM GONNA FAIL IT ONCE AGAIN. oh well im feeling like i don care and i hope i really don.
-chem test next week! MUG girl.
-I GOT A COMPUTER AND IM GOING ONLINE!!! XP

okay i guess thats about it.
there is this sudden realisation..that sometimes things are much better in your imagination and your thoughts. you don really feel much when what you want really happens. like i thought i'll be on cloud nine once i get a computer.. but apparently it doesnt feel like it. sigh. but i shld count my blessings.. and hope my life takes a turn for the better from now on. BIGGEST WISH: MOVE BACK TO NORTHVALE. somehow i think moving back WILL BE as cool and as exciting as this is in my imagination.

met up with shihao and kenneth yesterday to pass them the dance night tickets. lol and they were talking about why is there a SUITCASE in the photo. haha. anyway dance production is getting better..like the run through yesterday looked really like IT. I STILL HAVE TO GET MY AMAZONIC STEPS RIGHT though. jiayou dancers we can do it. we'll rock the nanyang girls' high audi on the 20TH AND 21ST JANUARY 2006.

PS: thanks to everyone who helped out on the putting up of posters and stamping of the tickets ((: dont stop that crazy rhythm;

i got a computer :D AND I CAN GO ONLINE.
now how cool is that. ((:

a new school year. a new beginning ((: